Tuesday, May 25, 2010

saying goodbye...

napapanaginipan ko si cherry for the past two days. sabi ko sa kanya kasi wag nya akong dalawin. but then she is taking the other way to visit me. well, un nga. for the first dream, bumisita daw kami ng isa pa naming friend sa house nila and from that point parang we were hit by the truth in front of our face that Cherry is no longer with us. na she already left this world. so idea na iyon, dun kami naiyak. I must admit that until now I cant still believe the fact that Cherry is already dead. eh napaka masayahin nya at bungisngis. dun ako sa panaginip ko umiyak. hindi ko rin alam kung bakit eh. cguro, i just let go of my emotions on my dreams. then kahapon naman nung natutulog ako, si cherry nasa panaginip ko na naman but this time she is already dead. parang i knew that she was inside the coffin na but i wasnt sure that she is the one who is really inside. so in order to make sure na si cherry nga ung patay, i opened the box and there, i saw her body. just like i saw here inside sa coffin. and yes, this time patay na cya. ang hirap lang tanggapin no? kasi we wouldn't know when are we gonna leave this earth. sabi nga nila wag ka daw masyadong mabaet. sobrang baet kasi ni cherry. i hope that she is okay and she is at peace where ever she is right now.

sigh, Che mamimiss ka namin.. ang daya mo lang eh. nauna ka sa amin eh ang bata bata pa naman natin. hindi pa nakakapag reunion ung buong batch natin oh. 10 years na che since we graduated high shool. ngayon, pinagpaplanuhan na ung reunion but sad to say, the class president will be missing on this occassion.

paalam Che! i know paulit ulit na ito, kasi di pa rin ako naniniwala eh. ang hirap kaya Che. huli nating usap ang tagal tagal nun di ba, halos isang oras ata na long distance un. and excited pa kong umuwi ng November kasi makikita ko baby mo then makikita ko rin baby ni gheena. alam mo un, two of my close friends my baby na and makikita ko kayo ng november but then, iniwan mo na kami.

cge che. sana matanggap na namin na wala ka na.. ;(



david.edward signing off.....

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